Where you go, I'll go
Where you stay, I'll stay
When you move, I'll Move
I will follow you
Who you love, I'll love
How you serve, I'll serve
If this life I lose, I will follow you

I found God today. I don't even know what to write, but I feel like I should say something. He is here, by my side, in my heart. In everything I do, everywhere I go, He is there.

I feel myself drowning some days. I feel a failure in so many ways. I feel myself drifting away. I'm not happy, I'm not at peace.

I found God today. In the middle of my heartache, chaos, and struggle. There He is. A beacon, a light in the darkest of times. He's always been there. I've been ignoring the call, but He is there. A constant. The only constant, it seems.

So here is my heart, God. Here is my life, here is my struggle, my hurt, my fear.

In You there's life everlasting
In You there's freedom for my soul,
In You there's joy, unending joy
and I will follow

For the first time in months I feel that freedom.