Its beautiful outside, warm and sunny. And I'm stuck at home alone AGAIN while Matthew is out having a good ol' time. I know he needs to get out and do stuff too, and without me and the baby always tagging along. But seriously, he gets a three day weekend and doesn't spend any of it with me. :( I need some me-time too. Maybe I would like a couple hours without a Abigail, you know? Maybe I would like for my husband to spend SOME time here with me...
I'm moody and emotional and stressed. I'm still upset about this whole gossiping situation and worried about finances and going home and finding time for everyone. I just want the world to stop turning for a second so I can catch my breath. I want to have a little time for a shower or to do my makeup without Abby needing to be fed or changed. I just need to take a deep breath today and re-evaluate. Let me step back and take a good look, and then keep on doing what I'm doing.
let me take care of the little one I babysit for free
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