I'm almost 11 weeks pregnant, and already it has been a roller coaster of events and emotions. Some days I really enjoy being pregnant, and others days I just spend the whole time in an awful mood. I'm trying to take each day at a time, pacing myself. And also, remember that I'll only go through my first pregnancy once. So I'm going to try very hard and enjoy each and every curve ball that whizzes by my head. I'm learning so much every day, both about humanity and about God. Worshiping Him has become so much easier, I'm in awe daily of His majestic power and gracious love. Even in my most upsetting moments, I cannot deny that this baby is a miracle, straight from Him.
Its so much fun watching newborns with new parents, I see them a lot since I work at the mall. Even toddlers that run around, I cannot deny my excitement. I don't want to wait another 31 weeks to have this baby and be a mother. I can't wait to hold the little thing in my arms, and just listen to its heartbeat. I can't imagine how worth it all this will be. I know I'll be drained, getting up for late night feedings and constantly caring for this tiny baby, but I also know it will be worth it. And I'm so excited, so incredibly excited to be a mom and to see Matt as a dad. Parenthood is going to be just as adventurous and challenging, and I know we'll love every minute of it.
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